There are times in life when things get a little overwhelming, so far in your 32 years of life you have thrived during those times...BUT lately I have noticed that you are starting to let stress and anxiety take over. You are straying from what makes you smile and letting things bother you more than they ever should.
The Tall Mom Blog is your journal, not something that should make you feel pressure when you don't have time to write or get a review done.
Running is your stress relief and your hobby, not something that should cause major guilt when you don't lace up your shoes. Fit it in when you can. Make a plan to help guide you.
At one point in time you had the body, and drive to go FAST, but remember it is OK to enjoy the journey and the company on the run without being chained to the final pace of the run.
You are not 185lbs, you know what you need to do to get there, and if you are not willing to put in the work and avoid bad foods you wont get there. It is OK to be in the 200's regardless of what the BMI charts say. YOU ARE NOT FAT, stop saying it to yourself!!
Work has taken over your LIFE lately, but there is an end in site. You will have a BALANCE soon!!! Do not try to fill the time you gain with "Pie in the Sky" goals. It is good to have downtime, family time.
You do not have to be everything to everyone. It is OK to say no when you are feeling overwhelmed.
To sum it up I feel like you are in a transition phase, a little lost maybe, but getting lost is not the end of the world. Accept that you are a little lost, there may be something you would never find without accepting that you are lost. Find your smile. Find your passion. Find what makes you thrive. DO NOT BEAT YOURSELF UP!!!
- FYI I will be reviving HIGH FIVE Friday because I LOVE IT!!! Please leave a comment with a HIGH FIVE you would like or if you know of someone else who deserves a HIGH FIVE please share with me!!